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/ The long road to justice
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In order to defend the homeland, was it necessary to throw
new born babies into a well, shower them with bullets and
blow them to pieces with a hand grenade? Did defending
Guatemala against international communism mean raping
women? “I can only speak for myself and I never participated
in such actions”, he said, furrowing his brow even more.
A few days later, he repeated exactly the same words in front
of Judge Valdez, adding that “he also knew what it meant
to lose a loved one” as one of his family members had died
while he was living in the United States and he had not been
able to attend the funeral. By that point, Judge Valdez was
no longer looking him in the eyes. “You’ve already said that”,
she reminded him.
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Raúl de Jesús Gómez Hernández tilted his head back and
clasped his hands together as if he were praying, while he
listened carefully to Judge Valdez’s final conclusions. He
thought about his brother Ramiro, who had left home the
day before the massacre, and had never returned, and prayed
for something that most Guatemalans regard as a miracle:
justice.
In the row beneath him, sat Felícita Romero, who held the
black and white portrait of a 40-year-old woman with her
hair tied back in a bun. It was her mother, Natividad Romero,
one of the 201 victims of the massacre.
As Edgar Pérez, FAMDEGUA’s defense lawyer, said during
his final speech – an oratorical marathon than went on for
more than two hours – the victims had spent thirty years
“chasing after justice”.